Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Wow, it has been this long.

Lately when I look around, all I've been seeing is couples everywhere. And this made me think. How come I can't find the right guy for me. It already has been 9 months since my recent ex-boyfriend broke up with me. I can't believe it; I have been single for that long. Usually I was able to get a new boyfriend less than maybe 3 months or so. But I guess not this time. I really don't know what to do with love anymore. Everytime I start liking someone, there is always something interfering for me to be with that individual.

I just can't really find the Mr. Right. I'm always getting heart broken and disappointed, and I'm fed up with it. I'm always been left crying, with no one to lean on. Or me liking some guy, but no I'm only consider a good friend. But you know what; I'm tired of waiting on the sideline. 'Cause that is all I been doing. I want to find the guy that likes me for who I am, but 'cause I have pretty big boobs for a filipina; but likes me for who I am. I'm also tired of all those guys that just leaves a girl hanging after finding out that she likes him. Girls have the right to be treated with respect, and not like garbage.

Well yeah, I really do miss being taken. Yes I know that when you are in a relationship you wouldn't have all the freedom in the world. like as when you are single; but I am willing to sacrifice that for someone. And I will be here waiting for the right guy to come along to appreciate me, and understand that I ain't perfect nor either as he. But fight together to the bitter end.

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