lately, i been going through a lot. i'm slowing drifting away from my bestfriends, i'm trying my best not to. but, they are letting me do so. i finally confronted them, on how i felt pass these few days. but, i guess they just forgot everything i said to them. pass these few days, it makes me think if they really are my true friends or am i just their backup when they are really bored. 'cus that is how i really feel.
it all started when these guys came into the picture. made them forget that there was a third one of the sisters. making excuses to not chill, even though i all i wanted to do is see them because i miss them. but i guess they don't understand that i was will to pay a taxi man to see them. excluding me from plans or just making me feel like a fifth wheel.
even just yesterday, i was excited to see them after work because it haven't been just us three for like months. there always have to be a guy around. guess what happen, they just leave me to go to heartland. not realizing that i really wanted to chill with them. that really made me think of how important our friendship is to wards them.
now i'm really going to keep trying to make them realize what's happening. 'cause sooner or later if they don't realize and confront me, that makes me really don't know what to do about them.
